I'm lowly servant of Allah who is still on journey - struggling for right path. Alhamdulillah, I've been breathing for 22 years & was born in Malaysia - carrying Siamese, Chinese, Javanese & Malay blood from my ancestors. I'm suffering from Obsessive Compulsive Personality Disorder (OCPD) - Perfectionism and i have my own inner struggles and contradictions. It drives me to the peak of glory as well as it drags me down to the foulest pit of hell. I see everything in this world based on my thinking - black or white & all or nothing.
I love to smile but no one can read my mind, since my body language is not presenting the actual thinking of mine. I believe fake is the right word to describe me, haha. I adore to observe reactions as well as the splendor of human's feelings and emotions. Whether they are going to stand still or to be broken by trials and challenges. So, the word twisted here also may apply to me & of course i'm a "yandere" type, hahaha. Philosophy is the main core of my being & that's why i loved people with brain who is interpreting & searching the meaning & purpose of our existence.
Feel free to talk to me about Anime or Korean Drama since i'm a big fan of them. My life revolves around music & always will. I repeat, music - not songs. In other word - instrumentals. I have big crush on Kenji Kawai, Kajiura Yuki, Hideyuki Fukusawa, Antonio Lucio Vivaldi, Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart, Ludwig Van Beethoven, Frédéric François Chopin, Tomaso Albinoni, Johann Sebastian Bach, Maksim Mrvica, Immediate Music & Korean Various Artist. The art styles of music usually baroque, sopranos, classical & crossover. I think this intro is enough to describe me & millions of thanks for reading until here.